Friday-

Another day has passed under the control of my Mistress, Friday is quite a diificult day as i have a standing instruction from my mistress that over Saturday and Sunday I must focus my full attention and efforts towards my wife, to treat her as i would treat my mistress, to let her want for nothing, give her the control without her knowing it. the 1st weekend i was set this task i failed and looked at my Mistresses webpage and i was punished for this. This is now the second weekend approaching and i am determined not to fail my mistress again.  So This blog will not be updated again until monday unless directly instructed by my Mistress.

I have continued today with the standing instructions from my mistress while await new tasks, the edges at work again were difficult to fit, being my last day before a week off, work was understandibly very bust but i was determined not to let down my Mistress.  Between  breaks and lunchtime, i was able to complete my 40 edges, everyday i acheieve this a great sense of happiness that i will be pleasing my mistress but also one of deep frustration a further deeper fall into submissiveness, hoping that my mistress will allow me to cum soon. 

Since 1st being instructed by my mistress to shave my pubic area, i have now twice reshaved to my myslef clean shaven for to reasons, the 1st was a subconcsious decison that my mistress instructed me orginally to shave and i assume that i must keep clean shaven and the 2nd more practical reason is as it starts to grow back in it is quite uncomfortable.

As i write this there is a vidoe of gay porn of two young men making out and playing with themselves,  as i complete my 20edges at home. i don't know how long i will be doing thsi for but these images are starting to filter deep into my head that i am sure i am starting to have dreams, this may be because of the edging and my brain is starting to link the two who knows

sissy davina signing off until monday