The next day

Waking up the day after my 1st session with Mistress Susan was a little bit a of shock, knowing that it was back to the daily routine of work. I was however remembering that i had been instructed to change my routine of edges. As i had confessed to Mistress Sean that i found edging at work more humiliating she had decided to increase the number of edges performed at work to 40 and reduce those performed at home to 20.

So with trepidation today i headed off to work trying to figure out how i was to achieve this. I arrived at work early and changed into my white panties. As i was the 1st person in i took the opportunity to complete around 20 edges before my fist colleagues arrived at work, by this point i was struggling, the memories of the previous day were flooding back, the feeling of frustration was palpable.  I stopped and head through to the office, very aware i was rock hard and to me seemed very obvious. Later in the day between meetings i managed to complete another 10 edges and had to wait until just before home time before i could complete my last ten. At the end  i had a great feeling of accomplishment that was able to please my Mistress but also one of deep frustration that another day of no cumming is passing but knowing that deep inside i need to give this control up to satisfy a basic need of submission.

I have also several routine set tasks that are now part of my routine, sitting to pee, sitting cross legged, using female shower gel/roll on deodorant, using lip balm and keeping it topped up and wearing female panties at work.

Once home i helped tidy up the house and made tea before having a quiet night doing uni study. After my wife went to bed  i completed my20 edges which i completed while watching gay porn as instructed, i am finding more and more that this bothers me much less and is starting to fascinate me, looking at those cocks.

i am looking forward to receiving my next set of tasks from Mistress Susan to further stretch me and help me identify my limits and understand myself more

sissy davina